I shouldn't be blogging now...but well, tis a way of dropping my thoughts. Since I graduated, I have basically been job hunting, and chilling at home, babysitting my nephews. I got some offers, now, its just picking the right one.
I have turned to a lot of things..created straffe okon....I don't know if the series is ok, or I shld discontinue... and just waiting to get to work.
Spent today sorting out issues, playing husband, trying to sort out some stuff madam was experiencing...all from behind my computer....mehn, oyibos dey try ooo...I can run things from x miles away...
Has this ever happened to you before...when there was a time in your life you settled for less than you could have been? When you lived below your talent, and you werent a man...or afraid to assert yourself, all in the name of being "nice" and "understanding"....and you were afraid to be labelled as "jealous, controlling, " and all in all...you were afraid to have BALLS. Thats right my friend...BALLS.
That was me ages ago, before my awakening, before I discovered the king locked inside me...before I discovered my zanpaktou (soul sword) .....
Even some days back, as I struggled with some mind battles, I felt I was gonna go down...and I would never move forward, and past mistakes would pull me back...till its like I heard Gods voice in my ear telling me ..."You have NO excuse, for not being the man I called you to be."

I learnt to be strong, to be assertive, to have my own opinion, to stand up for what I believed in...to command respect...and be true to myself....to define what I can stand for, and what I cannot stand for....esp in relationships....
Now, it seems, I am being presented with a test.....somethings come up that I have vowed not to stand for, even at the risk of giving up my idea of happiness.
Will the wavemasta of now, have the BALLS to make a decision, and stick by it....or what......will I have what it takes to walk away from something I care about...even though an issue that violates my code looms on the horizon? Will God show another way, or am I gonna hit the highway once again? If I do, it will be a pity...but hey, life goes on....Interesting....
Anyways guys, if you do want me to continue with straffe okon....leave me a message on the last episode....
Laterz!